Letter to Cam from Mom

There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you, and miss you. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't wonder about you, and pray for you, as a tear or two slips slowly down my cheek.

Son, I just want you to know, wherever you are, no matter how you are feeling, NOTHING will take away the LOVE that I have for you. I don't give a hoot about what you think that you might have done wrong, to have thought to make a run. In FACT, I think I can understand...........I have done alot of running, too, so maybe it anyone understands...........it's you old MOM..

Cam, we all make mistakes.........even those you trust the most...........can make mistakes, and be hurtful. I have had my share of hurt from people that I thought I could trust..........and I know you have been hurt by people you thought you too, could trust. I have also hurt people that put trust in me. I think I have hurt you, and, in fact I know I have.........All I can say is "Baby, I'm so sorry". I can't change what has happened in the past...........but my heart is breaking over your heartache.

Cameron, If you can see this............it's been 2 long years of not knowing. If you wanted to hurt us..............you did a great job......but we all still love you. It really doesn't matter how much heartache we have been through..........if you would just call home..........make some kind of contact..........even if you don't want to talk to us.........that's fine..........Just let us know you are alive..........

You are still my #1 son............and I remember so many wonderful times with you. I miss you Camerson. (do you remember when I used to call you that?)

I know you are a man now, but to your Old Mom, you are still my "baby". I MISS YOU. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!

Wherever you are, whatever you are doing.............just know, Cam.............your bothers, your mother and grandparents love and adore you, as well as many friends and extended family.